A life with good memories is the most beautiful part of life like a Romantic Liaison (a secretive and small love story), But life with no good memories is like a hell but if you are not ready for the thing that are coming to you can hurt you like soo badly that you will not be able come out from that state of affairs, Similarly, My last was too bad for me we broke up which was one of my most miserable moments in my life thinking of her hurts me more, falling for her was easy but but having a breakup is not.

Last night after breakup, i was thinking of her that how we came together and how we lived with each other for 2 years 8 months, I think that till now this is that part of my life which can be called as a Romantic Liaison.

A Small Love Story Begins

In 2018, I was in my senior school and our house got empty of one floor which was rented, In july 2018 a new tenant came for rent and shifted to our house my graduation was started till then, The family who shifted to our house has a boy (6th class) and a girl (11th class) they are nice with their nature,

For 4 months we don’t said hii or hello and in october she sent a friend request on facebook and i accepted it, From their we both chat 2-3 days a week and we became friends then after 3 months of friendship she proposed me, our 65 days conversation was so nice that i just didn’t think any thing and said ‘yes’ (I feel happy talking to her).

Birthday Present without a meeting #small love story

10 day’s before the proposal,

On January 21, 2019 she planned to gift me but without meeting (Because everyone was at home) and we can’t meet outside so she decided to put my gift on the rooftop and i will take it and it went very nicely (like a detective),

It was a beautiful gift with a thought LET’S CALEBRATE OUR IMPERFECT YET SO PERFECT LOVE STORY.

I asked her about the gift that why she gifted me a lover gift but she didn’t replied anything, I was getting some of the things, like her smily emoticon and somewhere change in her behavior.

First Meeting of our small love story

It took 4 month to meet and talk properly (frankly) she came down (No one was at home) to my room from dinning hall stairs (My House has two stairs one is from outside and one is to the dinning hall) with a big Kit Kat chocolate packet and she feed that chocolate to me by her hands and same i did,

That moments of my life was something that i don’t want to forget, After our chocolate the conversation went till 2 pm means for 3 hours, that days we both came a bit more close to each other cause we met first time talked for that long and shared chocolate, All day after that moment i was just thinking of her, I was so happy and talk much to anyone.

Later at night our conversation last for again around 3 hours, I was just sharing all the thoughts, happiness and the good feeling i get after the chocolate i ate, she was also happy but she didn’t told me much, But our conversation was different from usual (it went a bit romantic and cute), like we both will travel one day, even that we can kiss whenever she want to and many other topic were there, That night went very well and after the 3 hours of conversation i didn’t want to sleep but she was sleepy so we both shut our eye and went asleep.

These are some of the moments and the feeling that i never felt and never happened to me,

Second Meeting of our small love story

One month later we meet again (no one was at home), she only walked half stairs and called me for cuddle (we hugged) for atleast 10 min (In those 10 min we both were talking about the wait), Another good time which is non forgettable, A thought came to my mind that she might kiss me (It was the best moment) but she didn’t, and then came down and again our conversation go off for around 2 hour and 30 minutes (Conversation stopped cause of her brother, he was back from school),

Later that night i asked her that why she didn’t kissed me she replied that if you wanted that you could have kissed me, and i said you told me that there should be your permission so i didn’t kissed, And then she said that it’s not that i thought that we are going too fast that why i said those words, But know i don’t feel that way anymore,

Third Meeting of our small love story

After this talk i kept waiting for the next meet, not only for the kiss but also for the hug which i wanted to give her, because this is something that i can’t show her in chat , and then the wait was short but for me it was too long, it took 6 days for us to meet again but that day she has some work to do so i didn’t get much time, I just hugged, kissed her and a short talk and she left,

That night our conversation was so romantic and cheesy that we both didn’t go asleep till 3:30 AM means around 5 hours, Next morning i thought how i was awake till 3:30 and checked our chat and found that it was the best ever chat so how could i sleep.

Started Hurting myself #small love story

A very new and good part has started in my life, Our relationship has crossed 2 years and we both were happy, but never knew that it will be a small love story,

It was her last month of the senior school and know she will go to college or University, Once i asked her about which college or university have you chosen, she asked about my university and i thought that she might come. But after the results were out her father sent her to another college,

Her father new a bit about us like he thinks that i am her friend and she do want i ask her too, that is one of the reason he sent her to another college, It was okay because of the situation which was been made, But that situation disturbed her and she got angry at me, she don’t want to talk about the college and other things,

She wanted to live alone for sometime, I asked her many times about the problem, but she never share me the problems, I even told her that if you think i am something for you then you’ll tell me but that didn’t affect her after two days of keeping quiet she text me and told me that they are shifting to their house (was under construction from december 2019) In august 2020 they moved to their new house,

We meet on the day she moved in the party and after that day she don’t wanted to meet i asked her many times but she was always busy after 2 months she meet once in the park, she looked happy but something was different, I noticed many changes

Her college were started but online due to covid19 cases, One day i asked her know you will get new boyfriend and will forget me, and she replied ‘yeah’ many are texting me they are smart and all that, I said then it is good for you know choose any of them and then I turned off the internet, After 3 days i texted her ‘did you get any of them’ But she was angry and i got a reply that ‘it was just a joke’ and i asked her that why didn’t you text me in these 3 days she said that ‘i was angry’ and i end the topic.

It was not the same as before between us there were many changes that she developed in herself, we had many fights between these days, she talks 2 – 3 times a week and some times she don’t receive my calls, she has a boy best friend from school he was good, She has never talked about himself much nowadays she always talks of him our maximum conversation was related to him,

I tried many times to change the topic but it always stays related sometimes she even compares me, she never says lets meet it’s always me who asks her to meet it was like our relationship was affected by an evil eye(),

One thing was good whenever we meet she changes same as she was before, But the change was for a little time (10 – 15 days max), Because of these things i decided to ask her whether she want a breakup or stay like, she replied that ‘if you want a breakup than it’s okay’ and that was the we broke up in February 2021, this made a large difference within me, I even cried many times thinking of her, these were the sadest part of my life,

However after 2 months she again started texting me I thought that it will be normal again, but i was wrong it only worked for 4 months and after that we again broke up but this time i didn’t cried i am even happy that we broke atleast it is better know, Having many reasons that it was only not me,

I still sometime think of her i even have kept her chocolate’s which she gave me first time at our first kiss

and another at our second meet of our small love story.

This is how our small love story ended.

Now i believe that their should not be a hurry for having a relationship it is better being alone than having a wrong person.